Tell Me Something So Beautiful

moving on...

2007-07-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

I've moved on to "here"

2007-07-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

Dear Dear Diary. Haha. Hmm, God. I miss my friends lah sia! Hee. Anyway... I haven't update you yet about Ian's latest achievement. Heehee. Yea! He's Airborne camp is over. He managed to complete it successfully. Without any obstructions. That's Good. Bagooos.

Silver Wings.

Relax.
Take it Eeeeeezay!

Well. Oh. Well. I manage to make nice sushi-s today. CoolNess. I'm an expert. Heehee. *Syiok-ing myself lah* Woohoo. I hope my group will manage to do well for the international buffet project. I hope the teachers will like our dishes served. Phew!

Hmms, I've nothing to talk about. But....

Is it Youth day?

2007-07-01T09:49:00.000+08:00

Is it Youth Day?
Well. HAppy Youth Day everyone. If it is.
I've got Manydy Moore's new song. Haha. I know some people may think I'm lame, Yes, I listen to Mandy Moore. Hey, it gives me a little optimistic way of life.

MANDY MOORE

Extraordinary

I was a bay tree

Quiet and unseen

I lived in stories but inside

I kept a mystery

I was a starling

Nobody's darling

Flying in perfect circles

Just for company

[Chorus]

And now I'm ready

to beExtraordinary

A midnight airplane

A window blowing

I know I am another sparkle in the sky

I shine on copper

Still undiscovered

But you must see me in the corner of your eye

[Chorus]

And now I'm ready

And now I'm ready to be

Extraordinary

Waking up to wake up some day

I am my own prey

Stopping off at a sidewalk cafe

The wind is playing in the trees

Kicking up confetti leaves

Sings as if it's all to say

[Chorus]

And now I'm ready

And now I'm ready to be

(Extraordinary+)

And now I'm ready

And now I'm ready to be

Extraordinary

Changes

2007-07-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

Changes. Well, some changes are great. Some just aren't suppose to happen. For me, I hate changes. I absolutely dislike the very fact that a situation seems different.

I also hate knowing when people are watching you, judging you, comparing you. That's why, I get afraid of those situations. Change. To be in a different situation, around people I don't know well, doing what I really have no idea how to do, or basically, doing something I suck at, knowing that others at least are better than you. I get that insecurity, up till, I won't be able to think, to move, seems like I've lost my pride. My dignity. Is that ego? I have no idea.

I wouldn't mind if its just two people, me and somebody, either, somebody I know I won't see again, or somebody I'm well comfortable with.

Am I a cowardly fool? Am I? I think I am.

With this attitude, I pull people away. From fun, enjoyment. From friends and loved ones. From everyone else. I have the people to myself. Just for me, just so, I'm comfortable, just so, I live life normally, just so no change happens, just so I feel good.

Am I selfish? I think I am.

As I think of my greed to have all for myself. I can't help myself to come to a point where I have let down the people. Let down myself to turn to new experiences. To live life in the comfort zone and never challenge myself. I let my own dream go away. Just so I could live life nicely. I tried doing something different, away from my passion. But I couldn't adjust to love it just as much as I used to love my old passion. Ever since then, I thought, changes are never good for me.So, I start to miss it, I start to regret and think how much fun I used to have living with it no matter what, i was arrogant. I missed the best chance. I missed it. When that fact was well absorbed, I knew I can't turn back time. I lost my way.

Was I stupid in a way? I think I am.

For the love one then, nobody knows. I worry every second to try to fit in. To forget the differences. To regard the Gap as nothing. To understand the other. To make the other live blissfully in love with me. To be the best. To be good enough. To be the One. To be everything. I try to be perfect as can be, that I cry, I cry when I know I've let down. I cry when I know I'm disappointing. I cry when I was seen as a flaw. I cry when I realise I haven't been good enough. I cry when I see a better match. I cry when I know I'm the worse one. I cry.. I cry.. and I cry.

Am I so pathetic? I think I am.

When I think of pathetic. I think of my friends. Where am I standing in their lives now? Where do I stand?Was it me that abandoned you? Am I no longer on your so called featured list. Was it my fault? I can't help but to worry how much I've left them down. I can't help but think of how much I made them change. Made them get use to me no longer being around them. Even though, I miss them so much. I know I haven't been paying much attention to one of you especially. I've let you slip. But don't treat me like a tee shirt. It hurts me that you do.

I feel so much better after this.

School Resumes

2007-06-25T10:34:00.000+08:00

Hello.

So, school is in! Haha, But today is a total bore. Hmm, I'm in the school's library now. Blogging. Yeah, that's how boring school is today. Until I have the time to BLOG! Yea, last week, without school, I was way busier.

Well, I'm suppose to have a lecture at 10. But I blew it. I came to school late. The lecture was for an hour, moreover, Kc and G didn't go. Soo, Wth. I came straight to the library. Anyway, next class is at 3. yea.. Its 10.46 now. Next lesson is at 1500 hours. Well, looks like I've got a looooot of time. A whole lot of time. Heesh.

My parent's went off to Bali yesterday together with Delphina. If only I had no school, I'd be with them by the Bali Beach. In that 5 star hotel they booked, that had a resort. Oh my God. I feel totally bumped up knowing that fact. Worse is, Ian is also out. To camp. Yea, Airborne Camp. Heh. Sooo, could this week get any worse. I get to see my parents on Wednesday though! But they're like going off to KL the next day. My parents will definitely be enjoying themselves for this week. Well, its credits to them, they've been through so much in life. I guess my dad thought it through well with what he wanted to do with his CPF savings. I am so proud of him. See how much he loves my mom. Heh. I've seen him gone through so much difficulties in the past, and my mom alway clinging on to what we have. Clinging on to my dad no matter what. It's really sweet. Aww. I'd love to have a great life like that, I'd love to have that kind of marriage life. Sweet.

Grr.. There's this girl standing so close to me as I blog this. Totally invading my territory. Okay. I hope she's reading this. Haha.

Anyway... Ian got me the Airborne pendant, and keeps telling me to wear it. Well, I'm wearing it now. But my necklace is kind of short. Hmm, I want to buy a longer one. Hmm, Well, come to think of it, I've got break now. Maybe, JUST maybe, I might go browse around TM. Hee.

Well... That's it. http://projects.csail.mit.edu/olympics/2006/events/paratrooper.jpg

Project.

2007-06-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

Gawd. I think I felt my butt grew bigger. I sat in front of the computer the whole day completing projects. Hmmmz. Gawd!

I was like planning an eight-day menu. It's so frustrating to find all the different dishes and make sure the dishes don't clash with the breakfast dish or the whatever dish. okok....

So, I miss Ian so much already. I just met him yesterday though. For a little while. Heh. Woo, A week more till he books out. A day down, and I'm a day nearer to our next meet. That's like about 3 or 4 days to wait. heh. Ok, ok.. Pretty good. Later, NS how right.... So better not over do it. Oh! It will be his first live decent the next day, everyone, Wave if you see any parachutes way up in the sky, cos, it might be him. Heee.

Imagine, he'd be flying lah. Or so he says, he will be falling with style. Free falling, birds' eye view. So Cool....! I'll be like dramatic lah, see any parachutes, assume the paratrooper is him, and wave... eyes turn shiny, and a tear drops. It's the sweetest memory. Lovely. Then, the song, Born Free pops up in my mind. Heehee. Ok, hindustan movie starting, I know, I can be a very good hindustan movie director right? Hee. Woots.

Look up for success, and never look back. HEE

Haji Lane pretty much sucks

2007-06-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

Well, so... Haji Lane pretty much sucks. You have to be filthy rich to buy ANYTHING from there. I'd rather go to my favourite shops like Forever 21 and MNG then go shop there. It's way too expensive. Heh. Oh well.. Much to our dissapointment, (our meaning Me and Nani O. ) Haha. well... we headed for the famous Fish Soup stall... Our favourite place, the coffeeshop behind Bugis junction. Oh, We bought this cute BEST FRIENDS necklace. Totally Boria la, but... Whatever, its cute! Something crazy for us. Oh, did I mention, both of us went really vintage today. We wore 70s-like dresses. Haha. It was fun. Kind of reminds me of those secondary days, when every Saturday, We'd be dressing weird (Voguelah) to town, just for the fun of it. Haha. I miss Nani O. hee. Wootss. Hee. yeargh!

So, I'm home now. Grrrr...I'm supposed to have an online group meeting, but one of my groupmates isn't home yet. I've yet to bathe. And have my beauty sleep. Hmmmz. Well... something to cheer you all up today. Hafiz sent me this earlier today. He said it was just a way to brighten your day. Yea... He does that a lot. Oh, he's my schoolmate from TP and YTSS. So. Yea.... Hee. Enjoy....

7 7 7

2007-06-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hello. Well, It's the Eleventh of the MONTH!! Yay! Happy 7 months Darling. It has been 7 months, Wow-Wee. Yippie. Darling isn't here though. But I feel ya! I feel ya! Eheehee.

Woots. I can't wait to go out with Nani. We're going to find our way to Haji Lane. Hahaha. Vintage Goods. Yeah Baby! So, we're going to snap snap pictures too. This will be so cool. Yea!

Tears Dwelled.

2007-06-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

I dwell at the moment to bid him off farewell,

it's sad to see him go but I can never tell,

my heart's beating softer, weaker as he goes,

yet I know that he can't always be so close.

It feels different without him, to be all on my own,

time passes by so slowly as I wait for him alone,

It seems to take forever for him to come back to me,

yet I know he's in a better place that he has to be.

Rainy days makes it worse as I watch it pouring down,

I miss being in his arms, always held still when a thunder sounds,

The more I miss him, the more our love start to gain,

though it's been long, I keep on falling for him again and again.

Hey, Hey, You, You... Aww. man. Guess what.. It'll be longer! Up till 29th. *SOBS* Though I can't blame him, it has always been his dream to manage to get in there. So, It's definitely part of a parcel of my life to have to go through it with him. HEE. But, I sure am proud of him. I love you sweetheart.

Hmmm,anyway, did I mention... The other day's paper was tough! I couldn't handle it. And It's only term test. Great uh. I'm so afraid. Darn. I'm going to study like crazy for exams. Make sure, I know the first slide to the last slide, in sequence. Or every chapter. Soon, I'll be speaking to MicroOrganisms. Yea. HAHA. okok.. So that's it.

I'm now waiting for my darling dear to sms me back. lalalaa...

PS.AHH! I have to baby-sit my cousin, the naughtiest cousin ALIVE later today. God. Ya Allah, have some mercy on me.

ian. ian. ian.

2007-06-08T10:31:00.001+08:00

*Sighs* Gosh... I'm missing Ian. It's only been like two days, almost three. But still, I already miss him so badly. Hmmmz. I've never been lonelier than this.

Looking into the situation, throughout my term break, he will be away. My whole holidays. Imagine how boring life can ever be. heh. I'm thinking, I'd go out with Nani, Indrani, Nani, Indrani continuously till he comes back. Or maybe, I'll like gym, gym, gym. Or just sleep to oblivion.

All in All. I sure am very proud of my darling. Heehee. Days will be lonely without him, but, the days he's going through are way more excruciating than the days I'm going through. Well, darling, You've worked hard for it. Live it up, Dream it. But don't forget to remember Me-e. HEE. GEE. I can't possibly wait any longer to see Ian tonight. Yea, I already miss him that much. Pretty much from what I've heard about what he's going through. I'm missing him even more. It's just a normal human reaction I guess. Unless I'm the only one feeling it. uh-oh. I'm a fweeeek.

Well, anyway, I have my last paper to sit for later, in another 4 hours. I have no idea what to do. I think I'm going to head to Tampines Mall to sit somewhere and revise. And have my lunch! I'm so starving, I barely had a single meal yesterday, Don't worry I'm not anorexic okay, I just had no food to eat, and yesterday was my lazy day, I didn't bother to cook myself, so, I starved myself to my stubborn laziness. Up till at night. My mom bought some instant mini murtabak. Hmm, yum yum, I love Indian Muslim food. Mutton Briyani especially. Woot.

Woo, okay, my last paper just now, was basically torture. All the kitchen stuff and all. Kitchen Equipments shit, floor planning to design a kitchen, menu planning... Boring old theories. That my brain could hardly absorb. okay, so it wasn't that difficult, it's all memory work. Still, I'd prefer maths or science than this kind of just relying on memory and not workings and evaluating and stuff. It's just so... mind-boggling. HAHA. I wish I have a super duper good memory brain, not just a practical smart brain lah. My kind of brain is not meant to be sitting on for any Applied Science course. But smart ass me, thought so. So, I'm doomed to do this all! AHHH!

Okay, I'm telling to many things to day, my main aim was to just post this motivational song from the movie Land Before Time. It's call If we Hold on together. My graduation theme song back in 2005. heehee. Listen and get inspired.

I miss moi petit amon.

2007-06-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

Gosh, Ian is off to BAC... Yes, HE made it. Apparently, i haven't mention it yet to you but he made it. Woahh, it's a such a great deal. I'm so proud of him.

So, today, he officially started the course. He had to leave his house like at 5 a.m. Okayy... gosh, I already miss him so much, I hope he's doing really fine. He smsed me just now, there's a magician in the same bunk as him. Great lah, at least through this course, there's pretty much more entertainment. Other than the hunky-hunky guys surrounding him. Heeheee.. I'm really happy for him to manage to make it there. There's only 4 malays guys. FOUR! out of some 128. That's like uber cool. MASYARAKAT MELAYU MAJU!!!! okok. Let's not get too excited. So, it all lasts up until 24th or 26th June. I'm not pretty sure. Ian told me it'll be 24th. Hmm. ok. Aww, at least he gets to go back home on Friday nights. A whole Saturday free. & Sunday afternoon. Hmm, that's good enough. At least I'd be able to see him on weekends.But still, I'm gonna miss him real bad... !!

Gosh. Let's sing an "I miss you song"

Lie to me.

2007-06-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

Go far far away, in a blissful life of yours alone,
a life you never meant to share with my own,
I'm left out by your everything, I'm your nothing,
I'm the last person on your mind whenever you think.

Why do I feel like I have been a waste of time,
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover so I'm in a love crime,
So much for 'I'd miss you' and 'I'd do everthing for you',
to think it's all BOGUS, yet I'm still hoping more from you.

Yet, in ways, you've been the greatest by far,
So I hold on to these pieces, as I wish upon a star,
I wish for my patience, for a big heart to care,
cos I know you're worth it, worth a life to share.

I love the way you try to make miracles happen,
Cos with that there is hope, a dream still hidden,
You know I love you, I'm gonna miss you so much,
Don't forget to remember me, I won't ask for so much.

This is not ME talking. It's just the creativity of my mind. HAHA! Don't worry, I need no therapy.

2007-05-30T17:46:00.000+08:00

Pang-Seh-Ing

2007-05-30T17:18:00.000+08:00

Man, What is up with people cancelling out on me. Pangseh me and all. Wahlau. I'm this close to giving up having company lah. I'd rather go on my own. "Let's go GYM!(alone)" "lets catch a movie (alone)" "lets go break 'together' (alone)"WTH siaa. At least I won't have to wait up. Or I can just go with my own flow, no worries, I don't expect anything from myself. Shit. SHIT. Totally Eff SHIT. Damn..... Forget it. I wanna go home. I'm not like financially unstable or whatever it is with family problems, I just have a lame ass problem with myself, school, seriously feels like a war-zone, I'm fighting for survival, alone, with so little help. Going on without knowing what lies ahead. It's just too overwhelming. But, wth, Let it be then, I'm tired of worrying, I'm tired of hoping for others. This insecurity sucks, it has accumulated so much within me, I'm at the verge of bursting into a gazillion tears. Gosh, I wish I was brought so independent, that I don't even need friends, I don't even need anyone to take care of me and help me stand, so this feelings won't appear. Life feels easy when you're so sure of yourself. At least, they know what lies ahead, what do I know? But hey, whatever daaa. Fuck it. * I apologize for my explicity. *

Anyway.. Oh Boy, I tell you, I thought I'd score high in Catering Tech, WTH, I keep on making careless avoidable mistakes in tests. Like forgetting to write the numbers to those stupid fruits and vegetables I named, or, or, like stupidly not know that there is a lecture quiz and having seat for it like an idiot. Life hasn't be fair. At least in my academics. I chiong my best this semester. Thank God I managed to pass my maths test. Bmic, I'm not too sure, it's still with the teacher. I hope I make it. Against all odds. I feel very unlucky.

Oh, yea, I want to catch that SHREK 3 movie, apparently, well, I was planning la, but it failed la. So whatever la. LA LA LA.

I want to go watch Shrek 3. Pirates of the Caribbean(even though I heard its bogus). Ocean's BLA(I'm not sure what no. is it now). Et cetera.

I know I've been complaining a lot. But, Hell. It's been a long time since I last blogged. So. Yes. Life isn't so bad after all lah actually. I'm just ranting so much about the little problems I have with myself. I take this seriously though. UGH! Now I really want to watch SHREK the Third. Tomorrow.

2007-05-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hey, Hmmmz, I feel so distant nowadays. Maybe I'm just being extra MOODY. It's that time of the month again. UGH.

I'm very bored.
I miss mon petit ami le Ian.
He's been really stressing up about Airborne, Everything seems to get him out on the blues. AWWW, Get Better Darling! I miss those times when you were much carefree.
HAHA. Family guy never fails me. WOOHOO!

jeopardized.

2007-05-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

Some serious shit.

Today, was the worst day of my already boring life. I feel so lonely. Oh mannn. You're not going to believe me, but I feel so miserable in school. Ever since the start of school, I haven't been enjoying it. Gosh, I miss my class TA04. I feel like such a fool. It's as if I've brought down my own dignity. My life is jeopardize by some stupid mistakes. Ugh. Wasted.

I have no peeps left now. Pings is gone, Kc's with the others now cos my timetable is no longer the same as him. So, I hang out with G. Yea, G-Mo. Hmmz, G already has his own clique, The ITAS people. So, it's pretty much ain't a change for him. But It's major for me. No offence G, but I'm not used to their lifestyles. It's very different from what I've always led. Very much different. Hmmz, oh well. But, the ITAS people are really very nice people. They provide entertainment everytime, it pretty much joyful. Yea, so, it's ok after all lah. But, I really miss the old peeps. Haish.

Well, being a re-run student really suck lah. I have to be on my own all the time. I have no one to depend on to ask where's the next class lah, or ask for notes, NO, all my own. Shittos. Great lah. I jsut have to go on with the flow lah right? I don't even have the slightest idea if I get on for 7 or 8 semesters. It's like walking with my eyes shut. I don't know what lies ahead. It's so unpredictable. I hate the feeling of no assurance. I like to know what's up ahead, NOT wait for it to come. NO. Darn. POLYSHITNITZ.

Toujours, Merci mon futur mari, Je T'aime le Ian.

Jazzing up life.

2007-05-20T13:01:00.000+08:00

She weeps each night over her bitter pain,
as she sees her love fading off in the rain,
he never knew how she really feels inside,
until she said goodbye, leaving his side.

There was no affair, no wrong that he did,
but he was just too busy with himself indeed,
he never had time for his one true love,
he shoved her aside, none of what she deserves.

He felt her pain as she leaves him behind,
what can he do, she's made up her mind,
it was his fault that it ended up like that,
he had to let go of her with a sense of regret.

2007-05-19T00:51:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA

2007-05-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

HAHA!!

I love FAMILY GUYS, hands down.

Expressions

2007-05-16T13:54:00.001+08:00

-Holding On.-

A rational decision had to be made,
you just have to, that's what you said,
without a reason, you said goodbye,
I had nothing more to say, I ceased to ask why.

Days may have passed, weeks and months,
but still, I haven't moved on, I was in trance,
i miss your carress and your gentle smile,
though our hearts were distant in over a mile.

I saw you that day with a girl in your arms,
a sight I'd never want to see unalarmed,
you're all hers now, a fact so hard to swallow,
I guess this is it, It's time to let you go.

Heehee...

2007-05-11T10:43:00.000+08:00

There was nothing more that he sees in her,
she's just his object for one of his pleasure,
yet what she sees in him is of love so devine,
she never thought he could be anymore fine.

Wasted, that's what her friends kept saying,
when he suddenly left her behind crying,
she didn't see it coming, nothing seemed so wrong,
yet, what could she see, she was blinded for so long.

Her absurdity left her with a heart so sore,
she realised that their love had nothing more,
she treated him like he was no other,
he thought she was like any other.

All hell may break lose with her anger brimming,
she was at variance, she was tiffing she was raging,
she could not help the fact that he used her like that,
she was his show, she was his impulsive puppet.

Yet, she did nothing to save herself, her stupid mistake,
it was her own fault she avoided the fact that he was a fake,
Rather than gratifying the moments that's been over and done,
She made a statement to herself, love will never be fun.

Neat.

I don't ROCK

2007-05-02T12:07:00.000+08:00

Hello.

It's 12.08p.m. I'm at hommee..

Muahhaaha.

Yeayea, School is at 3.

I initially had school at 10. But the OOH-MY-SHITNITZ 969 bus took fairly half an hour to come, worse still, the bus was filled up. People in the bus were like sardines in a can. It pretty much suck, as obviously, I couldn't get up that bus. Well, the NEXT FOR-THE-OH-FOR-THE-LOVE-OF-Gawd 969, took another half an hour, and the situation was pretty much the same like the previous bus. It was TEN by then. I left my house at 8.53am. Believe me, it only takes me three minutes to get down to the busstop. I was seriously pissed by then. Obviously, I'll miss my first French Lesson, and it lasts only for an hour, and next lesson will be at 3. Soooo... I decided to get back home, ASS. From now on, I regard 969 bus service to be very very unprofessional, messed up, cock up and blood boiling service ever. This day pretty much suck.

Oh Boyy, and , I usually regret some of the things I say, I may get irrational, and might spout some inappropriate remarks. That may hurt you. But still, when you discover something on your own, and then, the person tells you that simple small piece of information that you never really expected regarding someting you discovered earlier. No matter how small the matter is, it still pretty much hurts at least by a bit.

I feel so vulnerable this way. kept away...

18 18 18

2007-04-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

Woot.
My Birthday! My Birthday! My Birthday!
Yeay-Nesss.
HAHA.
Yes, So, it was my birthday yesterday. But I had school from 9-7. 'Great' riteee?

haiyaaa.. Life. I didn't get to meet up with Ian too on that day. The both of us were too busy I guess. Haiz, we keep on seeing less and less of each other. (T_T)". However, I did manage to luckily 'bump' into him, not really bump la, he just happened to be there when I was passing by the place. I was with G from school, he was with his two other friends outside the Tampines Gym there. It was kind of an awkward moment for me. HAHA.

So, DOTS. Birthday was quite ok. I managed to bump into ShiKai, Julz and Fadie, my old schoolmates. And also, ChengMeng, my senior. Yeaaa.. So, cool. I finally got that Esprit top I wanted. Woohoo! I just need to get that FOREVER21 bermudas. Volcom dress is still under consideration as my sister already bought me a dress. Hmmm, so. I'm not too sure. Maybe I'll head down to town on Friday. Or Vivo. Let's GO!

ok... So 24th was ok. BUT today....
I had a real surprise.

Ian was acting all irritated when I first came into his house. THEN. He came out with a cake with lighted candles. It was really unexpected. I was astonished. Now, That's a first for me. Noone has done that for me ever before. Cool! It was really thoughtful and sweet of him lah. Awwwww... he is my darling. One and only. hee. I love you!

Time to celebrate

.

I'm Worried As...

2007-04-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

OMG.
Nobody knows how worried I am.
BlahBlahBlah.
Haiyaaa...
I Need My Darling.

AHHH!

(To Dear Readers, I'm sorry that my entries these days are sort of boring) And It's an Inside Story.

strangers

2007-04-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

Fill in the Blanks.

Oh NO!

I'm turning ________.
Yet the Saturday I had. Was...
________.

I miss ___.
But, time never seem to give in.
The times spent together was _____. And Becoming _______.

What Have __ become?

Is it __ just being extra moody?
I guess so.
cos I don't find ___ doing anything wrong.

*$@% lah.

The feel is so _____.
I'm ______ my touch from ___.
I ____ you __ badly.
I ___ everynight for you.

Someone's starting to ___ __.

2007-04-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

O0o0oo0o0o0h-Oh Dearie Me.

If you ever feel down and ever so cold,
Remember, I'm always here for you to hold,
I will keep holding on to you and never let go,
for you are my gemstone, and I love you so.

You know I'll always be there by your side,
We will make it through so just hold on tight,
And when I take your hand, you hold mine,
Promise me to never let go and we'll be just fine.

Holding hands we'll run as fast as we can,
and if i fall, help me up, together we stand,
Don't leave me behind and make me give up,
Keep moving forward, take my hand and live it up.

pssst, Yes, I love you.

tabby..

2007-04-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

Ugh!

I sorta kinda loathe my daddy today. He made up his mind to put Tabby away today, just cos, she was starting her old habit of scratching the sofa again.

Oh man, I am so devastated. *sobs* Its TABBY! My partner during my O levels when I was burning the midnight oil studying. My companion when I was always left at home during my Sec three days. This is so SHITNITZ. I'm very upset about this. It has only been a couple of hours since she's been gone, I already miss her terribly.

Sometimes, I just wish cats just don't like scratching. Or they don't have such sharp nails. Or I could've trained her when she was a kitten to designate her scracthing areas. *sobs*

Anyway... Ian got his Leave! Its for his Airborne course. I'm glad for him. All the best to you honey for the selectiong. Jia-yo!

Oh, and my appeal for reinstatement has been approved. I'll be back in school next week. Phew! Thank God for that. Alhamdulillah.

still..

Long live Tabby.

you seem so far away.

2007-04-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hello.

OMG, I have to go jog already. Hmmz.

I feel so bloated.

Oh well. Tmrw Morning. Or Maybe afternoon.

Anyway...

I just came back from Jurong Bird Park. There was this S'pore Post Family day. The place was filled to the brim with people. Walking around the people pushing Delphina's pram was really dizzy-ing. I almost mistook my mother for another lady. Moreover, it was HOT HOT HOT.

Fortunately, My mom decided to end the day early, so we went off at about 2.30p.m. HAHA. Let's see, we reached there at about 11 plus. Took us only three hours. Oklah. Worth it, we got a goody bag and some food, KFC, Mc and Delifrance. Hehe. So, its ok.

I managed to snap snap a few pictures.

Here's Phina with her cool sunglasses first.

Here's me with the beautiful yellow bird.

The EMU. HAHA. The Emu's eye lashes were very long. pretty hot eyes.

imsian. Go Figar.

i keep holding on.

2007-04-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

*Sighs in relief*

I hung out with Indrani today. After so long. It was definitely nice to see her. We were talking crap most of the time though. Its just blissful enough to see her.

Anyway...
Did I mention?
I miss ian. Yeah, ian.
Someone's enjoying life now what, forget GF. Riteee....
HAHA! okay, I was just kidding.
A day feels like a thousand years.
That's all.

Hmm, anyway, I found this really funny Spongebob in China version on YOUTUBE.

Ahaha. Check it out y'all...
Okay, Good Night.
Woot, I'm turning Eightteen. Pretty sooon.
Yet I'm not looking forward to it. Somehow.
Cos Birthday=term starts.
By then I'd already find out if I manage to get reinstated into TP.
Dear Blog.
just so you know,
I'm bloody worried about the outcome.
I can just cry thinking about it.
I'm falling apart. FIX me.

Losing touch.

2007-04-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

I am totally depressed about what's going on in my life. I get all pms-y all of the sudden for some lame stupid reasons. There is so much drama in the house.

Exaggerating Biarch.

Nobody will always be there. But someone will be there.

I just have to stop complaining and be glad with what I have.

Yeah. stay positive! Thanks.

2007-04-08T10:22:00.000+08:00

AVRIL LAVIGNE

"Keep Holding On"

You're not alone

Together we stand

I'll be by your side, you know

I'll take your hand

When it gets cold

And it feels like the end

There's no place to go

You know I won't give in

No I won't give in

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far awayI wish you were here

Before it's too late, this could all disappear

Before the doors close

And it comes to an end

With you by my side I will fight and defend

I'll fight and defend

Yeah, yeahKeep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe

Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny

Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da daLa da da daLa da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

I'm so.so. Sorry.

RM

2007-04-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

"RM"
Removed from course.
Those were the words I was trying not to hear. OR see.
yet.. it was unavoidable. I was stupid enough to get it.

Tell me... How miserable my life can lead on to.
Okay... I know I'm looking at life in a very shallow way.
I still have my darling Ian, my friends like Haryani and Indrani, my family.
But I just feel utterly disappointed in myself. I studied my ASS-OFF, especially for PIPC and MST. I had to pass only one of them which is fatal. Failing PIPC means I'd be kicked out of TP. That's right, my current status in TP, RM.

Fuck.

At first I couldn't be bothered to even blog. But, I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking of how much I've disappointed my Dad. How much money I've wasted. Shit. All this things, its just a waste.
Just be honest... and tell me how stupid can I be. I'm stuck at a part in life now. I don't like this. I hate this.

Okay... I'm relieved enough to go to sleep now. I'm being a pathetic hopeful for now. It's a matter of making or breaking.

"My wonderful Eighteenth Birthday" yadayadayadayada....

2007-04-02T13:24:00.000+08:00

Enjoy.... !

2007-04-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

Woots. Hello....

It has been so long.

Hmm, yeaaa, finally, supp papers, OVER!!

Now I'm just awaiting for the results. Its scary.

Anyway, my house renovation still isn't over yet. But I see some progress, the kitchen is left with the cabinets. My mom's toilet left with the water heater switch and the door. My room is the ceiling light. And the tv cable wiring stuff. OH well, my house still is as messy as ever. For now, I do not call it my home, it's just a house I live in. Not my home. Yea, sad. How sad..

Did I mention, since its the holidays and all, I stay at home a lot, and, so, since the stove hasn't been installed yet, meals at home are so sad. It's always something instant. Oh well-wth.

Here's something cool, that's my niece. Heehee.

hp.HP.hp.

2007-03-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

My stupid phone is giving me problems sei.

I hate Nokia 6280, the phone sucks.

I hate, I hate, I hate.

ugh....

I guess I'm not fated with this phone.

oh well...................

I'm working this Weekend. Earning big bucks. Woots.

AIG rules!

Praying For Love in a Lap Dance

2007-03-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I just find myself in a very suey day today.

1. The 969 bus uncle somehow missed the right expressway exit. So, he drove us all the way to Changi and all. That's a First. Funny situation. Yet.. Unlucky. Cos, from being early, I was late.

2. In the bus, I was sitting alone. And the air con above me was leaking. I had to move out. Shit.

3. As soon as I reach school, the gang found out, Maths supp revision was cancelled. Next class was at 3, that was 3 hrs later.

4. I'm having a super heavy Flow.

5. I had some rashes again.

Then again...

All is well when I see my Laling Ian! ehee.

You are my stress-free-ing sweetie.

oh.... and yes.

Brendon Urie.

(^-^)

Demolition.

2007-03-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hello all...

well, two entries in a day. I guess... I'm too darn bored. Secluded to places only in my room. SCV is totally out of reach during the day. Shit.

Do you want to know why?

Well, that's cos.

MY kitchen is under renovation now.

It is in total mess. Chaos. It's like some pandemonium just occur. Some catastrophy just happened.

This is what used to be my kitchen. Muahaha. Its has been hacked down.
The stove is on the floor. Its weird.

The microwave oven, the fridge, and the tv side by side in the living room, is an even more bizarre scene in my house now. I'm not getting use to it.

Haha. Oh well.

I can see that Delphina is kind of stressed out about this renovation going on.

I mean take a look at her face.

Okay.. So that's all.
I miss my Laling now.
Too bad I'm under 18.
300 could've been a HIT.

oh-well-what-the-hell

then again. Huds Oud.

Panic! at the disco

2007-03-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I just feel like listening back to some of the older song.

Forgotten song this is.

Woots.

Praying for loooove in a lap dancE!!

shitnitz

2007-03-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

Oh man.

Just when you thought you'd at least make it just a bit.
It all came crashing down. Like WTC. When terrorists hit it.

Results came.
What were you thinking Huds. To think you deserved more?
Nah, you deserve what you just got.
oh-wth. Shitnitz

Life.
Its stressful/depressing.
For me right now.
I feel so wrong.
Such a disappointment.
So Irresponsible.
So stupid/useless.
Emotional?
F*** it.
I just hate my school life.
Science-Maths-Nutrition and all that stupid shit.
Darn it.
I just feel like sitting by the beach.
Watching the waves. Listening to the waves crashing into the shore.
I can only hope for the best.

come runaway with me. just for a day.
I want to live some dreamy life of mine.
Just fuss free. No worries.
Take me out to there.
Just a day.
Cause I need a break from this reality.

ps:
Don't get irritated.
This is soooo Emo Shit.
HAHAHA!
where's my boyfriend, I need you now!

skin... new skin!

2007-03-09T19:18:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Hmmz... So.. I was suppose to go for a run just now.

But... blog held me back. huahua... okok. So, I kind of feel obese right now.

Hmmmm... I need to go gym. NOW! okok.. nolah...

So... today my darling's out to camp. for three days.

Let's See.. 9th, 10th and 11th.

ELEVENTH!!! That's our monthly anniversary date.

yeahhh bebehh.. okok.. Gee! I can't wait to see him soon.

But on the eleventh it's Haryani's Nephew's Birthday. Woots!

I'm coming for his celebration at Nani's sister's house.

Ehee... Another can't wait thang!!!!!

and.

GREAT! I'm expecting supp papers soon.

Confirmmmm..... Next thursday. Its da day. Results!!! AHHHH! That's so Scary.

Anywayy....

Hows the new blogskin?

I was kind of feeling Lily allen. haahaa.

So I'm like going classic oldschool. Hmm. yea.

Is it nice?

I hope it is ... I loike it..

heehee.. Anyway...

my niece's cool pic I managed to snap!

She sat in this box enjoying some snacks
while watching teevee...hahaa... I didn't purposely put her there kay.. she
went in herself. Isn't she cute? It was cute!!!

aite... that's all... adios.

a walk to remember. GONE!

2007-03-03T19:05:00.000+08:00

Oh man, I lost my A walk to remember file in my computer. This is SAD.
I don't care uh, I want to buy uh. I have to buy the DVD. Hmm, at where? Any suggestions?
Heesh....
Anyway.. I'm bored. My darling is off to Ubin with his family. Hmm, I'm off at home rotting. How? Hmm, my aunt just got admitted to the hospital for high blood pressure. Oh man, I tell you, from what I see.. In my family. A lot of my aunts suffering from it. I think,
I also kena lor.

If all else fail..

Hmm.. Some bulletin from Friendster...

1:What if your guy is too busy for you?
I'd be worried about what's going to happen to us. But.. I've got my friends.
2:Do you believe in love at firstsight?`
Yea. I'm kind of typical. haha
3:To you, what are the rules ofbeing in a relationship?
Rule 1- Honesty Rule 2- trustworthiness Rule 3- Loyalty
4:Do you allow your guy to go to your house?
Yearps.
5:What will you feel when he hangs out with his female classmates most ofthe time??
I'd get so jealous. Hey, I have to be honest to myself. Haha, but I just think of it as Just classmates lah, I trust my BF.
6:What if your boyfriend's friends saw you and him eating privately and don't know that you both are in arelationship?
Well, Now they know then.
7:Do you still like your ex boyfriend or girlfriend?`
Like? Yea, as friends. I can't hate them.
8:How old are you?`
17 going on 18
9:Do you prefer primary school or secondary school life?`
Hmm, the end of primary and secondary school life
10:Do you wish you can make time go back?
Sometimes, when I'm at my most difficult times, but I've to move on.
11:How would you feel if yourboyfriend gave you a tightslap in front of your friends and saysit was a moment of anger?
I'll get so embarrassed. Speechless. I'd cry. And never talk to him for a good long time.
12:What if your steady ignores you and goes for another girl.`
I'd make sure I'll find a new hot awesome steady. And we shall be fair. muahaha.
13:What if your guy scolds you for waking him up in a hall where thereis performance going on?
If he falls asleep, I'd probably won't wake him up, unless he snores that is.
14:Is msging or talking on the phone with him a need as your steady?`
It's not a need. It's more like a want. Hee. It'll be lovely to talk to him on the phone every now and then.
15:What if you are single and you alrdy have a crush on a guy. but the guy you once loved now loves you alot.who would you choose to like or be with?`
The crush.. du-uh.
16:What if your parents disallow your relationship?
Everybody has a secret.
17:Would you stead with your brother's good friend?`
I've got no brothers. But, if I do, hmm, maybe.
18:What if your guy's ex calls you vulgarities for steading with someone she still loves?`
I'd get so pissed. but hey, her ex moved on, can't she? but don't know lah. See the situation.
19:What if your guy's mum and ur mum are enemies.what will you do?`
I'll make sure we get married. Heehee.
20:Will you break with him if he tells his friends that he doesn't likeyou?`
Du-uh. If he doesn't like me, why be with me? why waste time rite.
21:What song do you think best represents him and you?
Only Hope.
22:What if all your cliques has a stead but you don't have one?
I shall go on dates.
23:Will you be suspicious if your stead doesn't want your relationship to be made known?`
Yea, if he really loves me, he'd be unafraid for us to be made known rite?
24:What if your stead suddenly doesn't contact you all of a sudden?
I'd wait awhile. A month at most. And if he still doesn't. Then, i guess its time to move on.
25:Will you still love your stead if he is a flirt?`
Hmm, Not so. I mean, we're only still so young. but try not to.

Strawberry Cheesecakes

2007-03-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

Woot. Hello Wello People.

Exams are finally over. I'm so glad. MY brain has been working like a speed car engine for a week. A week of Maths and Chemistry exams can make you feel so exhausted without even having the need to go to the gym. It's mind boggling. It's tiring.

Anyway... I'm wondering why the rainy season is back. It has been raining on and off for two days recently. And It's those kind of raining cats and dogs.

Oh.. Today, my niece was participating this baby competition for the bast smile. She got into the finals. It's this Sunday. Woots.

And And! Yesterday... I ate at Seoul Garden. Darling treated me. Woo. I ate till I cannot take it. So full. It was fun, just the two of us. Eheee.. I love you Ian!!! You're my Strawberry Cheesecake BnJ Ice cream fun!!!

I'm kind of really exhausted now. I'm worn out.

Though I miss Ian already!

Hmm....

bliss.

2007-02-24T13:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Hello. Well, I've nothing much to blog about in today's entry. Just that, Woo. Exams are so nearing.....

My exams timetable.

Monday - BMic

Tuesday - Fd Chem

Wednesday - BNF

Thursday - MST1

Friday - PIPC1

All at 9.30am till 11.30am.

Great... well, I'm just looking forward to the two months holidays up till my birthday!! Woots.

oh, and... I'm addicted to A walk to Remember. Ehee.

Quiz

2007-02-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

1.What do you think of the most whenyou are alone?

x Ian Ian Indrani Haryani Shopping

2. When it is a rainy night, what doyou do most of the time?

x Try to call for Ian Darling, Sleep Sleep Sleep.. Du-uh, its so cosy who wouldn't

3. When was the last time you were given roses and from whom?

x Hmm... Long Ago.. Haahaa. From... just another person.

4. What do you do when you see a fullmoon?

x Enjoy the view, how beautiful them moon is.

5. Would you rather swim in the lakeor dive in the ocean?

x Dive in the ocean

6. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?

x Mrs Fields Cookies. Or Strawberry CheeseCake

7. If you'll ask yourself a question now, what would it be?

x Why did the Chicken Pox attack my FACE.

8. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?

xaccept the fact, try to make the best of the situation and move on

9. What was the hardest decision you made in your life so far?

xwhich course i should pick for Poly.

10. When your friends forget you, what will you do?

x send them testimonials through friendster.

11. Do you talk to yourself?

x Ahuhh

12. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?

x BnJ's Strawberry Cheesecake, Twix, Mrs Field's Cookies.

13. Single or taken?

x TAKEN! ! !

14.Ever cried for something stupid?

x Yea, a lot of times

15. Do you like anime?

xNo-o

16. How about Japanese music?

xNah..

17. What music are you into, anyway?

xPop. Rock.

18. Do you have a malicious mind?

x NO!

19. First thing you do after watching a movie.

x Check if there's popcorn stuck anywhere, or did i spill any cheese dip on my shirt.

20. Do you wash the dishes in yourhouse?

xYES. wht happens when you live in a house with two elder sisters.

21. Can you last two days without abath?

x NO way

22. Most common words in yourclassroom.

x Blur uh you!

23. The last lie you told your parents?

x About going to school

25. Still go to the mall with your parents?

x yea, wouldn't want to miss that

.26. Are you brand conscious?

x Not so materialistic... but sometimes I am. Haahaa.

27. Ever felt in-love?

x Of course. NOW

28. Who do you miss right now?

x Ian

29. Watched any good movies lately?

x A walk to remember

30. Is it in you to kill someone?

x No.

31. Daydream a lot?

x woots, yes.

32. Happy with your life?

x appreciate what I've got so far.

33. You'd rather lose your mobile oryour mp3 player?

x MP3

How To Touch A Girl

2007-02-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

I like this song. Haha. Though Ian hates her. I loike her soulful

JOJO

How To Touch A Girl

Mmm

I think I could like you

I already do

Feelings can grow but

They can go away too

You're takin my hand

Lookin into my eyes

Don't be in a rush to

Get me tonight

Feel somethin happenin

Could this be a spark?

To satisfy me baby

Gotta satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?

If you want me so much

First I have to know

Are you thoughtful and kind?

Do you care what's on my mind?

Or am I just for show?

You'll go far in this world

If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you

But I keep holding back

Cause I can't seem to tell

If you're fiction or fact

Show me you can laugh

Show me you can cry

Show me who you really are

Deep down inside

Do you feel somethin happenin?

Could this be for real?

I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

Do you know how to touch a girl?

If you want me so much

First I have to know

Are you thoughtful and kind?

Do you care what's on my mind?

Or am I just for show?

You'll go far in this world

If you know how to touch a girl

Bring me some flowers

Conversation for hours

To see if we really connect

And baby if we do

Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you

Ohh

Do you know how to touch a girl?

If you want me so much

First I have to know

Are you thoughtful and kind?

Do you care what's on my mind?

Or am I just for show?

You'll go far in this world

If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

(Yeah, yeah)

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

You'll go far in this world

If you know how to touch a girl

school is done for the year!

2007-02-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hello, it has really been a long time huh?

Ehee. So, chicken pox is almost gone. My face is a little bit poxxie. It's like polka dots. But what the hell, I still went to school cos my MC is up. Two weeks is finally over. Yes! Two weeks of MC.

oh ... During my MC. Ian came to my house. Heeheee... My mother bought him so much food. But she came home when he was about to leave. So, sadly. If not... I could have made him eat all! Muahaha. Kidding la Darlz.

Anyway.. It was back to school for me. It didn't really seemed as if I missed a lot. But, when it came to doing tutorials. Wow! It was as though i was in another world. It's intricate. I've some work to do. woooo. Next week study week must chiong de.

Anyway, it is the last week of school. School seemed dull. Cos lessons were very brief. It felt like a total waste of time. But it wasn't lah.

Oh yeahh! Happy Belated Valentine's Day People. My Vday was celebrated with Indrani and Ian Darl most of the time with a brief moment with Haryani. Heeheee. I went out with Indrani. Though my face is cacat with the dots. And my arms, ugh. It's sooo a lot lah. Can't the doctor give a month MC or something. Wait until the persom is back to normal. Haiyaa.

By the way.. to the two peeps and the hunk-ing BF of mine. I love you all so much. About how much I love you all is another thing... It's for my own knowledge. hahahah. Bluekz.

OH! I've got a picture of my niece wearing the bikini Haryani bought for her.

Cute rightt? She loved it.

And here are some of the goofy pictures me and Indrani took on Vday.

me in shades at PARAGON. Oh yea, Apparently, Indrani got this 180 bucks Paragon Vouchers. But is seemed impossible to get anything from there even with 18o bucks. You need thousands of dollars. Not a hundred plus.
The Perfect Funeral Hat. I somehow love it. Makes me look oh-so-sophisticated.

Me and Indrani exchanged tops. We were in the same changing room. tsktsk.
Don't think of anything wrong. I'm straight and I've got a BF.

Vday present for Indix. Yeap.

She got me something too. eheee.

oh! and yea... My new class tee.
That's KC being the model. ehee.
And so.. That's that. Till then.. Happy V Day.

friends FOREVER!!

2007-02-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hello!

What happened today is a must blog thing that can never be missed.

I had so much fun today. It was beyond imagination. Okay.. SO, it was nice to have my old bestfriends to come over and spend some time together. Thanks to Indrani And Julie. They made my day for today.

We seriously pig-ed.

I mean, earlier in the morning, I made potato salad cos i know Indrani was coming, I know how she loves potato salad, so I made some. heehee.

HOWEVER!

That was the only food I thought I'd offer her. But, it turned out differently.

The two of us decided to take a cab down to Cold Storage to buy more food. It's all the food you can ever imagine off. When girls come together. The junk we eat is unimaginable. Fried chicken. Wedges. Chocolate Pudding. Chocolate Cake. Garlic Bread. Champagne. It was A whole lot of food.

Of course.. While enjoying our feast, we manage to catch the live football action! Singapore versus Thailand the ASEAN football finals. To the greatest achievement, Singapore WON! woohoo. My house almost collapse when Khairul Amri scored that one goal.

Singapore WON! WON! WON!

It's too bad Baihakki didn't really play. Cos boy! He's good looking!

BUT he's not as hot as my boyfriend!!! heehee. So pictures.. pictures... heeheee..

This is what happens when you laugh too much, you'd cry! haha.. talking about old times.

pretty indrani, this is what great friends do at your house, they treat it like their own.

and us... we ended the day with a bittersweet farewell. to times like this! Cheers! ! !

oh... Today's entry is definitely long.

Yesterday night... I watched "A Walk To Remember" thrice.

Man.. Somebody just lend me the dvd. Maybe I'd watch it throughout the rest of the days left I'm on MC. I might just forget the world and watch the movie. It's soo touching. Haha.

It's cos of this movie, I realise how you should appreciate the times you spend with your love

ones.

"I pray to be only yours"

to the million subtleties.

only hope

2007-02-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

MANDY MOORE

"Only Hope"

There's a song that inside of my soul.

It's the one that

I've tried to write over and over again.

I'm awake in

the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again.

So I lay my head back down,

and I lift my hands and pray to be only your.

I pray to be only yours.

I know now you're my

only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.

When it feels like my dreams areso far,

sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

I give you my destiny.

I'm giving you all of me.

I want your symphony.

Singing in all that I am.

At the top of my lungs,

I'm giving it back.

it's a new day

2007-02-03T13:20:00.000+08:00

it's SATURDAY!!!

a week since I got chicken pox.

a week since I last met my sexy dude boyfriend IAN!

grrr. Alone at home now. Can you believe it? Mom asked me if I'd like to follow her out,

I felt like saying, "Have you seen my face mom?!"

I tell you uh, it's horrible.

Oh, I love wireless at home, I can bring my laptop everywhere at home, my room, my living room, the kitchen and even the kitchen toilet and still have internet access. cool right??? It's times like this that you start to appreciate things your parents provide you for your convinience at home. ahaa. Ok, I know I'm starting to get really lame. Come on! I've been at home for 7 days and counting now.

Ian came by just now. It's really such a bliss to see him. Though I wish "that" didn't happen. It was so stupid of me to react that way when I saw the picture. Yes, I was pissed. But I don't know why. Maybe its just cos of what happened in the past that just disturbs me until now. But that doesn't mean I still have feelings for him. No way. No.

Well, he stayed for a little while. Too little that is. I'm strucked by cupid's arrow and it got me lovesick. I'm very lovesick. Up till the point, I feel so jealous to whoever is there with him right now, while i'm here, ugh!

Damn, i feel like crying.

Ian. I love you!

peace oud.

But before we part.. I've got a little joke.

Dudes and dudettes! Erhem..

What Goes In Hard & Pink BUT Comes Out Soft & Sticky?

I miss you

2007-02-02T17:24:00.000+08:00

This is what I think of Chicken Pox. Haha. okok. lame...

Oh well, it's friday.

6 days of sitting at home really sucks big time.

Not to mention... I really really really miss Ian.

Heesh... I'm down. Really, I feel so down.

I'm listening to Beyonce's song now, my mood colour is dark blue. I don't know, I'm really sad right now. I had too much time just now, was looking through friendster profiles, and read some testimonials given by the friends so to say, *don't act innocent, I know I'm not the only one doing this, bet you do it too.* HAHA! Oh well.........

Oh, did i tell you...

Julie and Fadhie made their way to my house yesterday. It was nice to have them pay a visit to this poxxie laydee. I was really bored, having them come was a real enlightenment. Thanks you guys, you people rock my socks ladiesss! made my day. Thanks for tasting my cookies! heehee. Lucky uh both of you, you got the cookies fresh from the oven. Heeheee.

Anyone else wants to come my house? I'll make something. hee. That is if you all dare to eat what I've made, being me, having chicken pox and making you all eat what I made, I hope you all won't mind!! Ehee.

HARYANI!! I miss you lahs.

Indrani's been MIA, where are you? You're the only person whom I haven't heard from so far.

Okay.. But most of all, I sure miss my sexy dude Boifren. IAN...

I'm thinking of making chocolate pudding next. OKAY!!

Valentine

2007-01-31T12:36:00.000+08:00

La La La.

Sorry for the inconvinience, due to extreme boredom, there might be multiple entries in this blog for each day for the following 2 weeks.

Yes, this is true.
I'm too bored to do anything else.
Other than doing my MST1.
I'm like not allowed to do anything else.
Watching television is another thing, even though I have cable vision. the channels narrowed down for me to watch is Playhouse Disney. I have no say about that, I love my niece so I just let her watch her thing there.

Oh well.....

I really miss Ian.
*sobs*

feeling poxxie

2007-01-30T14:05:00.000+08:00

Among all the moments in life. All the great happy sad whatever moments in life. It just had to happen at this time this moment. This time? Why...

I understand that shit happens.
But recently, shit has been happening to me over and over again. WTH. Oh well, Stop complaining Nurul, it has already happen, you're already going through it. Its happening. Above all, I can't believe that I'm actually not enjoying my stay at home. Okay okay,

First of all, let me just tell you what's going on. I've got CHICKEN POX. Argh! Great. I got it during my niece's birthday celebration at the chalet. I tell you, having chicken pox at a chalet is bad. Real bad. The smoke, people around talking, the environment just didn't fit what I really needed.

So, next, I was sent to the hospital in the middle of then night, cos my fever got worse, that's when the doctor said, I've got chicken pox. "My dear, you've got the very common disease called the chicken pox though, your kind of chicken pox comes out differently in a way that it's hard to tell what it is exactly, but nonetheless, it is chicken pox" the doctor said. I sat there with hopes dying down. I knew, that I was going to have to stay home for two weeks for this and it definitely will be such a boredom. Food that I can eat on the other hand are so restricted. Not allowed to eat black soya sauce, durian, chicken, seafood, oh man, the list goes on, it brought me up to taking the decision of not eating AT ALL. Easiest route.

So, MC commenced yesterday, 29th Jan. Ends on 11th Feb. That's like really long. I can't stand not going out of my house for more that three days, this time I have to stay in for two weeks. "Marvellous". And plus, not getting to see Ian is another thing that kept me low in spirits. How "sweet". And now, I'm getting really sleepy. And did I mention to you, how much i miss touch training..!!!! argh!

Somebody save me.

I am feeling poxxie!

My poxxie-self covered in calamine lotion. You can see how bored I am.

Oh wth.

Happy birthday!

2007-01-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

and yeahh..

it's my niece's birthday today!

Happy 1st birthday Delphina Erlyna!!!!!!!!!

Polyclinic

2007-01-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

After a long time, I reached home at 7 after school.
Its kind of boring. I was like in my room all the while. Watching teevee, surfing the net, blogging, blog-hopping, basically, I was trying to do as much things as possible to help me resist myself from scratching my rashes that came back tonight.

Mom said, it's kind of getting pretty serious cos it has been re-occuring for a whole week every night. It sucks lah, this feeling. Darling also told me to see the doctor about it. Mom too. Finally, after more than a week of this, they got to convince me to go to the doc's office tmrw.

One thing I hate about polyclinics is the waiting time. It's effing long.
The last time I came, I think I got sicker when it was time to get into the doctor's office.
Maybe tomorrow, when I come, my rashes could be all gone by then. Ughhh..!
Fine fine. I'll just GO. Rashes there or not there. I'll just go.
I'm sick too. Is it the sick season?

ANW,
Ugh! It's training tmrw...!!
No way I'm going to have to miss this again...
Mom said better not go. I say, NO!! ishkk. It sucks.
Later fat how? Later forgot how to play how? Later attendance suck how?
Marvellous lah Nurul. You're so going to DIE!

And did I mention, recently, School has been tiring. boring. stressful.
I just had 6 hours of labs just now.
That's why...
Tests Tests Tests. You try doing chemistry and maths everyday.. No wonder Einstein's hair is so horrible.

Oh! Earlier this week, my class took a class photo.
Heehee.

I love this candid picture!

It's blissful with you

ARGH!

2007-01-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

It's effing pissing me off.

Goodness Gracious, Help me lah! I can't sleep

Itch GO!

2007-01-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

I can't help myself. I feel so irritated by this rash-kind disease I'm having. It kinds of put me off. I'm very much miserable now. Oh my, just stop.

BO PIEN LER.

oh, and to my sayang.

You're perfect in my eyes.

Rashes.

2007-01-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

It's in the middle of the night, I'm trying my best not to scratch, calamine lotion everywhere on the floor of my room. This feeling sucks. Especially when it's a cosy night. But you can't enjoy it, because, you've got rashes all over your over-sensitive skin. This sucks.

I've got to study for Bmic. Though, something keeps popping up in my head.

It's just YOU.
Now I realise...
how much you mean to me.

I won't want to make you cry.
it hurts to see you do that.

pillows bruised!

2007-01-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

Waddup dudes and dudettes! - that sounds sooo beach bummers, uhhhh ritee. okay okay, Proper welcome..

HELLO!!

Hmm, let me just tell you my situation right now. I can't breathe through my nose, my head feels heavy, my throat is sore, rashes keep on coming. I am very sick. Absolutely sick.

and.... My darling is not here to comfort mee.. That's why... I got comfort food. But starbuck's hot cocoa didn't do me good enough. *hints* I love love love love betty crocker's cookies. Somebody, just make me some and feed me.. Darling?

*sighs*

KIDDING!

okay... anyway, did i tell you?

Today suck-ed BIG time.

BnF project interview was a catastrophy. Lab was complicating and so tiring. And I had another project interview, FC, that my whole group didn't know of, it was like totally impromptu. I just have nothing to say. I mean, yea, we have to take our own initiative, but at least tell each other lah. heesh, whatever lah.

And, my chairperson called my parents today, told mom of my progress in school. Yeaa rite. Progress? Well, in a way. Haha. Okay, so, what the teacher told my mom wasn't as bad as wht the parents to Ping's parents. Oh mann... I seriously dislike my chair person. It's like, she has a personal grudge against me and ping or something. wth.

Anyway, as sian as me and my usual suspects were, I manage to get a few candid shots of ourselves during our ever boring FC lab... haha.

before that... look at this ... pretty impulse gay man. that's why it's G.

JOKING! that's G-man, straight as a ruler. haha ... I better play safe before he comes and pound me when he finds out about the picture. hahaha.

this is a very typical scene in the lab.... Does it look SO wrong?

relax people. It's just G's hand and pings finger. see...! with and without the finger.

These are catalyzing tablet. It looks like sweets lah! You should see how it works. It's amazing!!!

This is how the science people work.. G and Faiza, lab-partners. That's me holding the digester tube. Its huge..!

Lastly, it's me n pingz! hee!

Evil Rashes. Leave!

2007-01-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

Well, Hello again people.

Here I am again blogging after a long long time. I'm so sorry, I just had no story. However, today, I've got pictures to show you and story to tell.

And so, I'm having a serious case of running nose now, it's flowing like a tap water. Sore Throat, my tonsils are as big as a ping-pong ball! and the typical case of mine, evil rashes. Now I'm like covered with calamine lotion that really soothes the rash, but it makes my skin feel tight. I hate that feeling. But. oh well.

This really sucks lah.

my mom was like, "Go see doctor lah." ** eyes glued to the tv. She didn't even looked at me.

my dad, "EEE, don't come near me."

my sister, "go polyclinic lah, later they'll send you to the skin disease centre. HAHA! "

So, ended up, I was left miserable as it is now.

Shit, I'm sneezing like noone's business now. oh mann! Don't do this to me! I've got a project interview tomorrow. Don't!!!

I really feel so like how my Ian says it, "Bo Pien. "

Yea. I feel so helpless.

Nonetheless, I'm trying to avoid pessimitism. TRYING!! okok..

Optimistism.

If not for my darling Ian, I could've been left even more miserable. It's feels good to have you!

I love him. so. so. much.

And so.... Today in school, me and the usual suspects went to Bedok reservoir during our breaks. Twice!! hee.

Bedok reservoir is like my school's backyard. Our school like has a direct bridge to it. And it's adopted by my school. Kewll? hee. I think it's cool. *open house is coming, I'm trying to influence people to join TP*

Now, I've got tissue stuffed in my left nose hole. haha. okok.

Anyway... Did I mention... There's a lot of things that you can do at Bedok Reservoir.

Some smoke there as a relieve as school's a non-smoking campus.

I caught this guy emoing away, he was okay with me taking the pic, so... yea..

Some have dates there. Romantic! Yea, the view is marvellous....

the usual suspects of mine in a very 'hand'-raising experience.

And so... that's it everyone. Till next time.... !

deserted

2007-01-07T09:57:00.000+08:00

Hello Fwen!

Okay... so recently I abandoned my blog for awhile.

Photobucket just didn't refused to upload my KL trip pictures.

So, it got me out of the mood to continue blogging.

Fortunately, today, it works. Kewl shiet.

So Sunday morning.

The fact that I was being pissed at the night before didn't do so well for me this morning. I hope everything is ok now. weii weii weii. ugh! arghh! blueks! ok, just letting it go now. haha.

*sighs* *sighs*

So, the KL pictures are here.

First up...

KLCC the twin towers.

It was an MRT stop away from our hotel. So we took the MRT to KLCC, guess wht ?

There were two men onboard pushing two big green trash cans IN THE MRT! it was awkward.

My mom in the MRT.

on our first night, we stayed over at this hilltop, Colmar Resort. It was awesome! Totally FRENCH.

that's my eldest sister and her husband.

at the reception.

The room was completed with the nicest view.

I was overwhelmed.

2nd day, Genting Highlands.took the cable car up. Foggy sei.

only the lines were visible. haha!

At Ripley's Believe it OR not.

Check out this picture. It gives you two different faces one's right side up one's upside down.

Kewl shiet!!!

The mirror.

there were some gruesome exhibitions also that made me all eeww and stuff. haha.

A man survived for another ten years even after having a metal pole that protruded from his chin through his top of the head. believe it or not people.

though I had quite a bit of fun during the KL trip. I missed my darling Ian! Glad I'm backkk!

I love you Ian!

bumbum... tht's all p-per.

KL KL KL . so not the gerek

2007-01-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

And so. After so long. I blogging again..

Happy new year people. it's 2007!

woots. woots. woots. woots. Okay, so i wasn't really in Singapore when it was new year. I was all the way at KL!

So I sort of missed the new years party countdown at the resort I was staying at. The food was too much for me to handle. Everything was just irresistable, so I had to take a bit of eveything at the buffet. I got to tast some weird delicious food as well as some not so nice ones. I got too sleepy by 10.30pm, and so, me and my sister went to our room and poofed on the bed. haha.

I heard the fireworks. I sort of thought the sound was from the teevee but found out it wasnt when my sister told me about the fireworks at the hills she saw. haiya.. missed it.

anyway.. the resort was this kind of France theme. It was magnificent. The view was spectacular.

Next day, was off to Genting Highlands. It was bloody boring. No one wanted to go take the crazy rides. People were everywhere in large groups. I just got irritated by the amount of people there. It was seriously packed with people.

to be continued...

Never Let Go.

2006-12-31T01:43:00.000+08:00

I'm going KL in about 12 hours.
I'm going to miss Ian!
I'm going to miss my lappy.
I'm going to miss Tabby.
I'm going to miss new year in Singapore.

bruhh..

But look on the bright. I get to shop. Woot. Still, I'm going to miss my LOVE. Ian Ian Ian!

fnaiu hnainggrnainkafjgnakj aihg

okay.

^^ We're Running running as fast as we can, do you think we'll make it, We're running, keep holding my hand, so we don't get separated.^^

** I hold your hand and you hold mine until the end of time**

Goo Goo Ga Ga..

2006-12-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

So now it's going to be the end of the year. So fast! 2006 is ending. And I'm not going to be in Singapore during New Year. And from what I've heard.. my sis bought tickets for my whole family to go to the New Year's countdown party at the hotel we're staying at.. umm. Riteeee.... I don't know how it's going to go. I mean... ok. I don't feel good about it. hmmppp.. ok. Whatever la ritee?

bruhhhh.

Okay...! I'm going to miss my love so much...! (T_T)

Bonus Kembar!

2006-12-28T00:18:00.001+08:00

Great.

My day is great.

I did great things today.

So, my cousin went back home today. And, suddenly, a whole weight lifted off my chest. It's as if I'm free as a bird. Haha, okay, exaggerating. I just love the peace and quiet tonight. Except for maybe the sound of the heavy rain outside of course. Oh well..

Oh yeaa... I keep on hearing my uncle saying BONUS KEMBAR to my Dad. It was like he was excited for my Dad lah. Haha..

Woots. Dad's birthday is coming.. And I'm kind of... broke. Mom said buy him something he wears. I said SOcks. heeheee.. Socks like cute uh. I'm thinking socks uh. haha. okay ... SOCKS!

" Oh honey.. How can I live without you? Let's go out, to our secret place, as we dance to our song we kiss like there's no tommorow, stars sparkle down like a diamond ring, I'll cherish this moment till we meet again. "

let's go to the airport!

Merry Xmas, HoHoHo!

2006-12-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

To the left To the left. haha. Okay, So I've been listening to the same song over and over again. Ever since the Touch Championship that day, when I heard the rugby girls singing it, I got addicted to that song. Heehee. Up till now!

Wootz!

Anyway....

It's HoHoHo, Merry Xmas to all those who celebrate Xmas. I can't believe my dearest bandmate still remembers me, Hee! Those days in KL during Xmas when we performed at places all over KL. It was unforgettable. Luckily I have precious pictures to look back at.

Okay.. So I'm really bored. And was just about to lay back in my room strumming on my guitar and pressing my keyboard. When... Jeng jeng jeng! My aunt came. The whole family. Hmm, ok..
At least I'm not as bored. But ... I feel like I want some time alone now. Haiya. Don't complain. Just GO! Be right Back!

Okay.. So my BRB took like a GOOD whole day. Haha. Yea... It's like already Monday. Haha.

Oh well.. I've got a LOT to complain about my yesterday today and tomorrow. Definitely. Moreover... It has been raining NON-STOP. And stuck with...

Okay.. so somebody online recently called me Oxymoronic. Another one said my toot toot toot tooot tooooot. huhhh! Random things to say... Odd...Awkward and rude. what the hell is wrong with these people. They're just oxymoronic. Not me. Okay.. wth. End of year.. is not doing so good for me. okay...

I'm just throwing my tantrums at my blog. Cos my day is not doing so good. haha. okay.. It's actually not that bad lah. I'm being Dramatic. haha. okayy...
Chillin'

this is what happens when I'm bored at home. during Xmas.
I take pictures of my adorables..
Here's Delphina trying to do something with her dollie.
We call the dollie 'botak'... I don't know why, my father started it with that name.
And it became permanent.

Tabby, with a sticker stuck on her back, my dad again...
It's actually some dvd packaging sticker from his new karaoke cd.
Don't worry, no cruelty to pets I SAY, I peeled it off afterwards.

The famous Chocolate from Japan, ROYCE, my sister kindly left it in the fridge.

This is what happens when its a public holiday for my dad,
EVIDENCE of his new karaoke cd. He was trying it.

Seoul Garden

2006-12-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hello.
So. Okay.. Remind me again.
I feel so full by today.

Yesterday, Me, Nad, Nadia and Matooz went to Seoul Garden! woohoey.
We were laughing and eating and laughing and eating.
So we found out. . . Matooz is the original blur. haha.
She is just so BLUR.

So the special reason we decided to eat at Seoul Garden is to celebrate Matooz's birthday. It's on the 26th December. So we took her out for a treat at Seoul Garden. haha. It was her first time there. So... hehee.. We felt so honoured bringing her there. We were all about kecohrism there.
Laughed till we cried.. hahaa.. It was good. Had some real fun then. I loved yesterday..

Some pictures we took below...

This is the birthday girl.. ! heeheee
aite.. peace

falling for you.

2006-12-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

Such a bliss it is to have him by my side,
in his arms, i feel my secure of us inside,
i've missed this feeling of love so true and fine,
The intense feel of passion between his and mine.

I love him and this is all that matters most,
I love it when he cracks my fingers and tries to bite my nose,
I love the way his fingers fit perfectly in between mine,
I love it when he knows what's going on through my mind.

He's my everything, my heart, my body, mind and soul,
without him, my heart would stay stone cold,
He makes me smile each time i see his lovely face,
you are the reason why my heartbeat race.

yours truly... Hudsie Wudsie Jones.

lovefools

2006-12-21T13:00:00.000+08:00

she looks into those eyes so full of love in disguise,
in reality, you hide the truth that you despise,
you told her you love her that you need her,
what's the point when you're the unfaithful lover.

she thinks you're lovely, such a fine young man,
she does whatever you want whenever she can,
yet you choose to have this unintended love,
fooling your truelover, nothing that she ever deserves.

You're such a fool for doing something like this,
you gave her so much hope by the sweet little kiss,
leaving her unknown to the world you live in,
is her mistake not knowing, is your biggest sin.

some random poem I thought of.
Don't worry, it has got nothing to do with me.
I'm not emo horr..

fete de la danse

2006-12-20T12:02:00.000+08:00

Hello... !
Woot. PIPC lab is finally overrrr..! yeay-nesss.

Anyway...
Yesterday, me and my TP friends including G and Pingz and Susien and Huan went to see this marvellous concert called the "Fete De La Danse". It was really cool. Actually, we were there to see our fellow classmate perform. Jasmine. She knows Ballet, Cool rightt.. and she's like so good at it.

Haha. So, no pictures were allowed to be taken of the concert. So... what else... During the 20 minutes intermission, we took pictures of ourselves instead..

see... you can see how we make full use of the twenty minutes intermission. They are a lot more of those kinds of pictures. haha. One with G too, but I don't know why I can't size it down. heesh.

Anyway... yahh.. We took pictures till our stomaches almost burst. hah.

but the concert was fantastic.
Ballet. Salsa. It was amazing!
woohoot. yes. mwahz.. peace

if i just lay here, would you lie with me..

2006-12-17T10:30:00.000+08:00

Woot! It's a cold Sunday morning here at Khatib.. woohoo. I woke up sooo early today, 9am..! haha. It's raining heavily right now. Brr! It's so cold.

Hmm, I actually, have nothing to say. Na-da. I just feel like wasting my time writing this entry. Hmm, Maybe I should find something interesting ...

See this... This is how cute a baby can be when she's made by the DNA's of Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie.. Look! She really resembles them. Oh my gawdd...

Oh, Okay...
Now I remember.
I watched ERAGON on Friday... Heheeheee...

It's nice, but not really interesting. No thrill. The villain just dies like that. So not the drama.
But I like the Dragon's name. ... Sophiera. Nice ritee... And yea, Eragon is not the Dragon's name. It's the boy's name.. haha. Okay. I assumed it'd be the Dragon's name before I actually went to watch the movie to figure out it's not.

Ohkay... My darling is out to Pulau Ubin today...
I'll miss you.

tried too hard

2006-12-14T16:00:00.000+08:00

So, tomorrow is the last day of the term test. I hope I'll make it through this time round. You must be thinking, what the hell am I doing here blogging when I've got to go study. Know your priorities people say. Oh well, Oh well... I'm kind of bored studying. So, here I am.

Tmrw.. I've got two papers.

Re-run sub.

How?

Hmmmmmm... I want to pass these two especially, wish me All the best yarr..

Anyway... I love the song I just posted on my blog... Teddy Geiger.. My love. His voice is so nicee. husky and all. Sexy~~~ .. I swear if anyone sings to me this song together with the Here We Stand by Amber Pacific with an acoustic guitar. I'll fly. Fly away.... Float. Seriousssss.

Okay... So, I actually miss my laling.
icouldntgetenoughofyouthisweekhaishireallyloveyou

missing you

2006-12-13T17:02:00.000+08:00

moi new new skin, the words are kind of blurrr... but I loike the BG. Hmm. okay...

Anyway... Did I tell you?
I miss you.
I miss you.

Do you know?

I'm missing you...

love, life one speaks for the other one here.

well, I miss you and my B&J. :(

to the left...

2006-12-12T09:16:00.000+08:00

run! it's Open Season

2006-12-11T15:21:00.000+08:00

Hello, Hello, Hello...
Woohoo.
Oh man, I am so exhausted after three consecutive days of touch, it was worth
it though. Fun!
However, I'm like, DARK. Over-tanned, Gelap, (T_T). haha, okok. But nice also uh the tan. Ok, don't complain uh eh. haha.

So, it's like the last week of school hereee..
The term test week is here. Study time... fancy.

Tomorrow it's Comm skills. How how how? it's like english paper, so, it should be do-able.

Hmm, oh yeaaa. I watched Open Season yesterday, woohoo. It was great. Extremely hilarious. You're gonna laugh your butts off when you watch, undoubtedly. I don't know lah. haha. I watched it with none other than my darling Ian. ehee! Had a great time there hun. Hmmz ... Anyway... I love Ashton Kutcher, he voiced the Deer named Elliot, the joker lah. Then, Martin Lawrence was the Grizzly bear Booger. And, OH YAHH! There was this other Deer, who was supposedly to be all Macho and 'garang' bullies Elliot all the time but screams like a girl, he once said" I'm too pretty to die!" , haha, named Ian. Get it? His name is Ian exactly the same name as..... okok, kidding laling. Haha. The squirrels were hardcore. They were like "Oi!" in the Britisth accent. So, skinhead like. It was cool. I loike that part when all of them suddenly pop out on the tree. Funny. haha. It was awesome.

Seriously, you guys should go watch it. ... And and, Vivo GV rawks! ok... Peace out!

Pissed with effing TAGgers.

2006-12-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

Seriously...
I am very pissed with the taggers these days.
They're give out random tags that breaks the person.

I just hate BOB. I am being specific. I effin' hate bob.
That's it, I'm removing my tagboard from my blog.

Miss You

2006-12-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

Just this few words..

I miss my Darling. Sooo much, heesh

I can't let go of you

2006-11-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

Today, my second toe is hurting. It sucks. I found out its getting huge by the day. Wahlauwei. Tomorrow I have training, DON'T MAKE ME NOT BE ABLE TO GO man. heesh.. I hate it when stupid things like this happen. It's like su-ey. So su-ey. Wth. heesh. Heesh. Heesh. As you can see, I'm miserable. I'm miserable. Ok.. That's it.

We will make it through!

Now, It starts to bloom with ease,
as the both of us live together in bliss,
each time I see you,you'd give me a kiss,
each time we part we'd feel the miss.

This is my beginning together with you,
Go on, we've got so much more to do,
I dream of us making it through
Well I want to make sure it comes true.

Apple Tea Rules!

2006-11-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hello, Hmm, so, I'm bored... And I realised I haven't been an active updater of my blog. Haha. Ok, so now, let's do this thang! Kar-boosh-ke-tak!

Ok, I'm just about done with my last drop of Apple Tea. Woot, it's addictive, like you laling, so addictive. muahaha.

So, I just found out, Lindsay Lohan just has a nipple SLIP! She uh, CMI, (cannot make it), always slip this slip that, haiyoyo, I'll just show you how the nipple slip happened, it's unavoidable with that dress she was wearing.
http://www.egotastic.com/image?path=0603/lindsay-lohan-nipple-slip-19.jpg&info=Lindsay%20Lohan%20Nipple%20Slip%20Pictures

And And! well, all of you know that Britney Spears has given birth to two children ritee, well, and also, she has lot so much weight that she has finally gained back her old superb bod, well almost there, but this ain't about that stuff, it's about her exposed toot. haha, yesss, people, she accidently exposed her tuna when she was exiting the car.. horrible. gosh, well, just before you guys think I'm a cheekopek, well, I'm not lah, serious, I was just browsing through the net and found the facts from there. Check this out... http://www.egotastic.com/entertainment/celebrities/britney-spears/britney-spears-pussy-oh-the-humanity-001928

Don't worry, it's still safe to click on this link, it shows the censored pictures and the report about it, and yea, Paris Hilton was there too, and the irony was that she had no problem of that sort. Weirdd....

kay kay..

anymore hot stuff news??
hmmm... well, rumours going that Hilary Duff and Joel Madden has split. Yes! hehe, they're just an odd couple. Cool.

oh yarr!
Somebody bring a guitar and play this song, HERE WE STAND, to me! I'll just float with you. haha
Here We Stand- Amber Pacific
Here we stand again
Another day has passed us
with it's lack of change
And all we have is what we share
And all we want is someone else to be there
And if the sun will set tonight
Hold our secrets up to the sky
As our shadows grow there's nothing left to hide
And if you ever doubt
You will know that I still wonder
How many times that I've compared
The stars to your eyes
We will make it through
No matter the cost
We've gone this far
Why not find out how it works out for you and me
We'll make it through
I thought we were lost
But somehow we haven't found a way yet
I hope that we never do
It's hard to care, to understand
When our whole lives are in our hands
Don't stop when you've never been closer
Just 'cause you don't know what matters most
The way won't always be so clearly right in front of us
And if the sun will set tonight
Hold our secrets up to the sky
As our shadows grow there's nothing left to hide
And if you ever doubt
You will know that I still wonder
How many times that I've compared
The stars to your eyes
We will make it through
No matter the cost
We've gone this far
Why not find out how it works out for you and me
We'll make it through
I thought we were lost
But somehow we haven't found a way yet
I hope that we never do
Doesn't really matter how it all became forsaken
Got this far without knowing who we truly are
I will never doubt that
We will make it through
No matter the cost
We've gone this far
Why not find out how it works out for you and me
We'll make it through
I thought we were lost
But somehow we haven't found a way yet
I hope that we never do

Early In The Morning... random

2006-11-26T08:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm, mysterious people tagging my blog... Who Are You!
I am NOT available just so you know.

Hmm, random.

Boy, It's early in the morning, Sunday Morning! At *looks at the clock* 8.48am. I woke up checking my handphone, picks it up, "3 messages received" Once read, I couldn't fall back to sleep. It's worrying me. I think too much.

Self-check! Did I say something wrong? Did I? Did I do something wrong? Did I? Oh my GAWD!
This is so not alright people.

Mom says the sky is the limit. NO! I love you so much beyond the sky.

Nuff Said.

To the left.

2006-11-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Oh my Gawd! What a weekend I had. Both fun-filled and tiring indeed. And now, I'm already dead tired.

To start with, I went to the gym this morning, with my beloved Haryani O.! haha. Okay, we were talking too much in the gym. haha. Maybe, this Sunday going East Coast to roller Blade. hehehe. Okay, MAYBE! haha. okay.

Then. . . I reach home, it was time to get ready to go Vivocity already. Haha. Rushing... HAha, actually not that rushing lah, i was in a rush cos I didn't realise that it took me long to take a "glimpse" into the mag I just bought. haha. Okay, So, I rushed. Haha. Served me right anyway.

Vivo was packed!! But throughout, great place to shop lah. Okoklah. So-so...
to start with, it was lunch at the banquet,

Then it was time to get shopping...

But somehow, along the way, i encountered weird people. Haha. check it oud.

There were martians. Shopping police. And weird Yellow people.

but still, the rooftoop never fails to fascinate us.
and now it's over!!

Laling. Laling. Laling. <3<3<3

Kidnappers alert. . .

2006-11-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

****
To Girls out there, I must remind you that whenever you want to get to Beach Road one fine day, I beg you, please bring at least a guy friend along. Or....if got BF better still, make sure he's there. Or else, beware of the consequences.

****

As for me today, I was unlucky. Together with Pingz. Both of us were unlucky people today. We almist got kidnapped by two guys. I tell you .. It was freaky. Scary. I couldn't breathe as well at that moment. The two guys were following us. Eyeing on us. Calling us. Asked us to come into their car. To hell with them, IT's hell no for me and Pingz obviously, but they were insisting. Ugh. What the hell! "This isn't happening" I told myself... So, soon, Finally finally, there was a cab to rescue us, Thank Gawd the Cab arrived soon. Thank you so much Uncle Taxi Driver.

So, we were off to Suntec... heehee. That's when it all began.
First and foremost..
The never miss, die die don't want to miss thing to do in Suntec.
Buying Ben And Jerry's Ice Cream!!!!

Then... We were off checking the vending machine, that vends out toys. Okay, I don't know what is it called.

The toads thing is an inside joke uh. Haha. Pingz?

Then, After so long, we went to play in the arcade. HAha, we played in the arcade. We came all the way to Suntec to play arcade. haha.

The drums was the coolest game. Though, we were noisy noisy girls screaming all the time playing it. hahaha.

Then it was the hand pain game...

Then.. Well, we played this Jurassic Park game thingy thing and this super mario racing cars. haha. Which were hilarious. hehee.

Then it was shopping time. haha.

Pingz bought a Fox Top. Foxy!! Ouw~!

And then mua, bought a Gallaz shoe. shh! don't to tell the price. haha. It was cheap la.

Finally... Before I could spend anymore, we parted. Then... I went to Braddell for my savior for the day. I realised I talk too much. Uh-oh .. laling how how how da deiii?

So much till then, we parted too soon after that, leaving me to get home. And just then, I saw my boots .. NO! Let me correct that, I smelled my boots. It was awful , I had to clean it.

See the before and after results of the hudsie jones special detergent. haha. ceyy. ok. Check it out!

before after

jeng jeng jeng!! ok. aitey. that's it. toodles

Vivo.

2006-11-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

Oh my GAWD.
I forgot to update on the visit to Vivo last week.

okay, so, this entry is about it. So much to say, but, I'll keep it short and steady. Phew!
so, hehe.

I went to Vivo with Pingz and the other classmates. Took us a good long 2 hours to get there from Tampines by the bus. I could feel my butt growing after sitting for so long in the bus.

Anyway! So, we decided to watch THE GRUDGE TWO! woot.
found a really creepy picture of the movie, it got myself spooked out, so I decided to take another less creepy pic. Yet, I prefer the other one, but its spooky!

This is the closest thing i can get to the spookier one, trust me, the other one is really spooky.

interested to see the picture, go see yourself.. !

http://www.worstpreviews.com/images/thegrudge2.gif

Hmm, so vivo was great. Okaylah, it'll be great if I'm a millionaire or something, all of it are boutiques. The GAP, Forever21, Topshop, ZARA(favourite!!) and lots more. haha. In the end, the others had to return to school, so it was left with Me and Pingz, That's when we went to the rooftop. heheee.. Check it ouD!

Credits to Pingz for the collages. **gives a round of applause**

Ta-dah! Us again. Cam-w-hore-s. haha.

Oh, and yea!

We had lab for 6 hours just now. Phew! I got so tired. Ishk. My fingers were stained by the dye.

aitey! that's it. toodles yarr.

I have a dream!

2006-11-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

Well, Well, Well. Hello, Hello, Hello there.

CRAP!

Blah. Okay, So, I went out for visitings today. With only four peeper. haha. How tk kecoh. CoolNess. Aini, Fiza, Syai and yours truly sugele2 out and about jalan-ing hari raya. Here's the thing, we only went 2 houses. Heehee. Okaylah, fun. The smaller, the simpler, the better righttt.

Anyway, I had the cooolest dream this morning. I was woken up by my cat Tabby, **looks under the table, what a coincidence, she's here. haha. ** okok. She was meow-ing for food lah, So, I went to the kitchen half asleep to give her the food. haha. Okok. Grandmother story... haha. Ok, straight to the point. You know, usually lah, when I wake up and then return to sleep again shortly after, whatever things I dream of later, I can remember it so well, So yeah, I'm so glad that I manage to remember this particular dream so well, okok .. I'm starting to sound like a Cikopek. Oh my GAWD! ! ! FIne... just telling you bloggy, dream was awesome. . .

**smiles from ear to ear**

You know, your smile is sooo sweet that it can close down the chuppa chups factory. (^-^)"" <
Ayishiteru.

Just save it.

2006-11-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

Second entry today...

Rightt....today.
The whole family except for me and my 2nd sister went to Melacca till Sunday!

SO, well, I'm ALONE at home now. Sad. My sister is out with her fiancee.
While me, I'm at Home. with my boyfriend SpongeBob Square pants. Hee!

I went out just now. HAha. With Pingzz! Tell you uh, I shopped a LOT this week. Aiyoyoyoyo.

Till then... FORget last entry. bye.

Chill Chill Relak Relak

2006-11-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Hmm, I'm just wondering what is it with people these days. I know life has changed a lot. Be it, academically, socially, anything. Comparing then and now, It's so much more complicated. I'm just saying.. I don't want to live this way anymore. It's tooo complicated. Let me just settle down myself. Let me. Let me. Let me move on. Let me, Please.

I've emptied both my hands, now, can I hold you?

Cos...

I'm Missing it.

Love.. Life.. one speaks for the other one here.

What would you say???

Falling so deep, hope the landing's soft.
Rightttt.....

Miahn Hae

2006-11-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

I'm studying korean language now. Myself. heee. For fun. See, I've got too much free time lah. haha.

Okay...
Ee jae, Sarang hae-yo. Wae? Mol ra yo.
Nuguyeyo nae sarang? Noh ... is.

Cho song hamnida. bl.

Good? hah. It's like copy directly from the sentences already given. Babo.

Ok. So, school.. sucked today. haha. ReallY! the fun part today was only rugby training. That's all. Fun seii.. but tough lah. We had hills! hee. Aiyoyo. haha. it's ok.

That's all lah basically.

another onee.

2006-10-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

From Pingz

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.

Name: Nurulhuda Yusro

Birth date: 24th April 1989

Current status: Single Baybehh

Eye colour: Dark Brown

Hair colour: Dark Brown

Righty or Lefty: Lefty! I'm creative uhh. haha

Zodiac Sign: Taurus. Bull!

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.

Your heritage: WTH is this?

Your fears: my indecisiveness

Your weaknesses: Indecisiveness

Your perfect pizza: Meatlovers! Cheesy crust.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

Your thoughts first waking up: stupid sister, because of you i have to wake up early.

Your bedtime:1 - 2 am

Your most missed memory: Sarawak Trip '05

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.

Pepsi or Coke: Coke. Though I hate gassy drinks.

McDonald's or Burger King: It's MY McDonald's

Single or group dates: Single

Adidas or Nike: Nike! cos my boots are NIKE.

Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton Tea. I use that at home

Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla

Cappuccino or coffee: Cappucino.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Smoke: Nah.

Curse: Yes.

Take a shower: Of course sei.

Have a crush: No. I don't think so. hmm?

Think you've been in love: Yes.

School: ahuh.

Want to get married: Most Definitely, I can't wait fir my first NIGHT. haha.

Believe in yourself: Yes. No. Maybe. I don't know*sing that Malcolm in the middle theme song*

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.

Drank alcohol: NO!

Gone to the mall: heehee. yeaa.

Been on stage: No.

Eaten sushi: Yes, SAKAE

Dyed your hair: Na-ah.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?

Played a stripping game: Yikes, no.

Changed who you were to fit in: Never will.

LAYER EIGHT

Age you're hoping to be married: 25.. Faster cann?

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.

Best eye colour: Dark Brown

Best hair colour: Dark Brown

Short or long hair: Short and sweet.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.

1 minute ago: Blogging this.

1 hour ago: Taking a shower.

4.5 hours ago: Lying on my sofa. watching tv.

1 month ago: Holiday-ing. Vacation ...

1 year ago: Studying so hard for O levels

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.

I love: my mother.

feel: Cold. Brr!

I hate: pimples...

I hide: my true thoughts of someone.

I miss: secondary school life.

need: I.S! now now. we need to crap.

LAYER TWELVE: TAG 5 PEOPLE

.NUMBER ONE: Vicky

NUMBER TWO: G

NUMBER THREE: Julie

NUMBER FOUR: Indigie

NUMBER FIVE: Fadie Wadie.

ans these questions

2006-10-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Pingz

1. Single,taken or crushing? SINGLE! woot. anyone?

2. Are you happy with your life now? Hmm, quite.

Well. Always look on the brighter side of life.

3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast? Ahuh. *Sighs*(-_-)"

4. Have you had your heart broken? Yes. BooHoo! (T_T)

5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? NO!

6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you? Yes.

I try to forgive and forget.

7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before? Yarr. *paisae lor*

8. Do you want children? Of course.

9. How many? A pair of twins, girl and guy

10. Would you consider adoption? If I *touchWOOD!* can't conceive.. Maybe?

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think will let you know his/her feelings? the things we talk about.

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships? I guess so far, I did. It's nice to get hugs from HIMs.

13. Be honest. What did you and your ex did? we talked to each other. HAHA.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yea. I'm watch too much Korean drama to not to.

15. Are you romantic? Hmm, I don't think so.

16. Do you believe you can change someone? No. It's somebody else, not me. I don't have such authority.

17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be? Don't LAUGH hor. I want it to be at the Night Safari. And Sentosa.

18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting? Not so.

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now? I think so.

20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up? No.

21. Have you broken a heart? Yes.. I'm GUILTY! i was bad. Sorry.

22. One day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with,what would you do? I'd never give up. Be myself. Let him choose.

23. Are you missing someone right now? Not so, Cos I'm smsing him now.

Now you have to ask your 5 friends to do this survey on their blog.

Write down their names below.

Tag them in their blog to let them know and DON'T stop doing this survey.

This survey have been going around,it made people occupied.

Get started and the 5 lucky people are:

1. Indigie

2. Julie

3. Fadie

4. Nadia Dee

5. Matooz

My Hair!!! bad hair day...

2006-10-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

It's Bad. It's really bad. My concave hair. It's... snipped off. And My hair is... Officially short. *Sighs* *Sighs* *Sighs* I feel so bad. But I love my hair. It's ok. I'm gonna love it. Right? Right?

See! My new hair.

T_T

Anyway... Forget.. I'm getting sick now. I feel feverish. My eyes are RED and my nose is starting to run. Oh my Gawd.

Haha. A week has past since Hari Raya began. So far, it has been great. I enjoyed it. On top of it, got collection somemore. Hee.Hee.Hee. But sadly some people would think that I'm already working, so they won't give the green packets, then I'll be like, "I look so old already... :(" haha. Oh well. What's there to say about this? Nothing. haha. And some uh, will be like asking me if I'm still schooling or not... I'll be like, Yes... feeling so paisae, cos indirectly I'm be saying that, Yes, I'm still schooling so give me the $$. Wah lau. hahaa.

ME and Haryani playing a fool.

During our visitings with the sec five peeps of YT.

My Parents with Delphina on the first day.

My cousin's Persian Cat Kirara.

Isn't she just adorable?

Me and Meezo playing my my dad's inhaler.

Random..

2006-10-29T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hee. Hello. I'm so happy.

Wee! Gee! WeeWit!

Because of a call. And the situation I am now. I'm ecstatic.

It's sweet. Superb. Marvellous.

It's Perhaps Love.. The song from Korea. haha.

Push the Button.

2006-10-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

heehee.. Push the button! Push, Push the button. hehe. This song makes me groove. Though, I can't groove that well, but still, I can groove so so lah, hehe.

Anyway, I went back into time musically. haha. Well, I checked out old songs lah, then, I stumbled over this really old song, from Sugar Ray. When It's Over.. heehee. Somehow. I love that song so much. So, I posted it in my friendster. hhaha.

Anyway, OUCH! I sprained something at my foot lah. While playing a game just now I somehow cracked one of you know, in your foot, the skeleton like, joints everywhere, I think I cracked one of the joints, Cos, I felt it. Now, I feel the sore at the top of my left foot. Wonnderful. haha.

Anyway... FINALLY!! Tomorrow got school. I'm starting to get sick of sitting making my butt big, helping myself with the baby food leftovers from my niece, sick of staying home.

Woot.

This is Ashlee Simpson!! Could you recognise her? I know I can't

Why Does Lindsay Lohan Alwayzzz poses with her face like that?? So steaamed up. Sexy... haha

Anyway.. The Song from Sugar Ray I mentioned about.. hehe

SUGAR RAY

"When It's Over"

When it's over

That's the time I fall in love again

And when it's over

That's the time you're in my heart again

And it never ends

All the things that I used to say

All the words that got in the way

All the things that I used to know

Have gone out the window

All the things that she used to bring

All the songs she used to sing

All the favorite TV shows

Have gone out the window

I'm missing you

I never knew how much she'd loved me

I'm missing you

I never knew how much you meant to me

I need you and when you go go go go

I know, it never ends, never ends

All the things that I used to say

All the words that got in the way

All the things that I used to know

Have gone out the window

All the things that she used to bring

All the songs she used to sing

All the favorite TV shows

Have gone out the window

When it's over

Can I still come over

In the middle of the night

When it's over

Is it really over

Or are you coming back this time, this time, this time

All the things that I used to say

All the words that got in the way

All the things that I used to know

Have gone out the window

All the things that she used to bring

All the songs she used to sing

All the favorite TV shows

Have gone out the window

All the things that I used to say

All the words that got in the way

All the things that I used to know

Have gone out the window

All the things that she used to bring

All the songs she used to sing

All the favorite TV shows

Have gone out the window

Oh No!

2006-10-25T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hello. It's Hari Raya today. haha, Gee. Finally, HariRaya has arrived. This is it, The Day! A whole month of HariRaya, it's sad that Ramadhan has left us though. Ramadhan was indeed great.

So, well, I only went to my Aunt's place today, Well, I've got no Grandparents left so, it's kind of, Boring, somehow, I still remember those days when my Grandparents were still alive, HariRaya had more purposes to celebrate with full of joy. Oh well, Let them R.I.P. I miss them though. My grandmother especially, she used to make me laugh so hard with her jokes. heh. It's ok.

My dad pulak. Dad's side pulak. Aiya, no need to say. I wouldn't want to anyway. Left me speechless to say. I'm even too small to say the least.

It's ok. I'm Happy. With my family by itself. With mom, dad and my sister, not to mention, my brother-in-law, my eldest sister, my niece and also my brother-in-law to be. hah. It's just great.

I value this day, Hari Raya, when we seek forgiveness in with each other, realising our own mistakes that we have committed. Of course, it's amazing how this can actually make you cry.
I was to hard lah, I didn't tear a bit. Couldn't la, I know, my sisters and mom did. Haiya. It's ok.

My mom's side going visitings again this sunday, GEE! I can't wait to meet my cuzzies, with us comparing our shoes, laughing at each other when we get greenpackets. Waiting for the elderly who are taking their own sweet time to come down to the void deck. The kecohrism when somebody isn't home when we're already infront of their doors. When drinks will spill from the table. Discovering the nicest kuih in that house, and fighting over for the last piece. When blisters occur when we've been running up and down the blocks too much. When aunties start to complain about the feet hurting. Exchanging shoes with the aunties. Haha. A lot more lah, It's fun! undoubtedly. So, ok. Tmrw, I've got Stoopid MS1 lesson at 6 to 7. Imagine,I've got only a 6-7 class tmrw, 6PM! so late. Damn! hah. It's ok. I'll make it. I promise.

Kay Sleepy! Bye!

Da shinuen Na nun paboh imnida

2006-10-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

Goong! Aja! hee. . . Haa, it's been long dearest bloggy. It's has been long. Haha. You missed out a lot! haha.

So, I'm home, I found out I'm allergic to something, that's what mom said, cos I told her that well, everytime after breaking of fast, my whole body will swell. IShk, terrible right? Imagine the itch I have to ignore. Endure. Argh! This sucks. Lucky, it's cooled off now.

Anyway, guess what... Haha. Finally, the pay's in! And so, Me and Pingz went out shopping today. I want Havaianas sandals! T_T...When were about to decide on which sandal to buy, well, we realised that there were six staff of the NUM watching us. So, we freaked out and fled. I've got my wallet, a shirt, and berms. haha. Woot. Woot. Woot.

Did I mention. . .!!! The other day, on Monday, We thought our pay were in, BUT, it wasn't .. So we were already out at Orchard, imagine the agony. We were kerching-less and watching the things that we already thought of buying. I tell you, it was irritating. Luckily, we managed to endure it. haha. Afterwards, we were off for the job briefing this weekend, I'm working again this weekend. People who own a car please drop by Suntec City and help us do this survey... Please!!! Just go to any girl who's wearing this Man Utd jersey with the big AIG infront. Kay. Thanks A lot a lot. Anddddd, also I forgot this, well, we saw Aaron Aziz like I think almost 3 weeks ago, then, we saw Jeanette Aw on Monday, today, we saw the cute Felicia Chin. Heehee.

Goong... Goong... Goong... Mwahz. I love Joo Ji Hoon!

Lovely..

2006-10-15T05:51:00.000+08:00

http://images.meiyeechan.multiply.com/playlist/346/128/full/U2FsdGVkX1.OKHortWfZwnHGnqgfZm9KkYBLHrK.Hr8=/81%20Goong%20Soundtrack.m3u

Here'yee. Here'yee.. Aha. This is the OST to Goong. Found it somehow.
It's a BLESSING. I love the fifth song. IT's about being foolish. Being too hard
on someone only to realise after that you're in love with that someone. Haha.
It's a miracle, I know Korean. Wow. It is a beautiful language though. Gentle
and polite.
Anyway...
I went out with Indrani yesterday. Well, it's already Sunday morning if you
look at the time, It's very rare that I post an entry at this time, I just
didn't go back to sleep after sahor this morning. I was watching Goong again.
Anyway, Indrani spent almost 300 bucks yesterday. Waa. It's so unbelievable.
I was there the whole time she spent the 300 bucks. Trust me, it didn't take
that long. I was relieved though, of all the things she bought, it was that she
really needs. So, it isn't a waste. Gladly.
Phew. Oh yah, Met a new friend. Amala. Sweet-girl.
Hmm... I'm just wondering. What am I going to do this up this early now.

If you were mine.

2006-10-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hey. I'm on the phone with Indrani. She's putting the song "If You Were Mine" out loud. Lalala. Heehee. Having a long long long chat with her. Anyway, I was home the whole day.

Going Out Tommorow!

Oh, check out, Salabanzi told me to check this one out. It's really hilarious. Haha. It's a guarantee can make you laugh.

Anyway... Addicted to the Korean Drama. Goong!
Joo Ji Hoon. Wooho.

so.

Goong!!!!!!

Little Einsteins

2006-10-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'm really REALLY bored. haha.
Delphina's staying over for tonight. I tell you uh, I'm getting a little bit really sick of taking care of her. OH MY! How can I say that! But it's true. Haiz.. Ugh, I can't let this be. No.
I love her.

So, I've been watching ALOT of playhouse Disney's Cartoons and shows. I find it quite interesting. It's really nice to watch. Especially LITTLE EINSTEINS. haha. I love the theme song. hehehe.

Watch it!!

Hmm.. Nice?

then again.. I'm addicted to this korean drama now, haha. First my mom, NOW, it's me. Princess hours is a must watch. haha. I enjoy watching it. Joo Ji Hoon.. ... ... ...

the skinny people.

2006-10-12T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I just visited brincksandstones again. So, its the issue of stars getting too obsessed with being skinny. How sad aye. They are so obsessed into losing weight, up till they become unnaturally thin. Are they just dumb? I mean, they are, right? They strive hard to become as thin as can be, without realising that they're hurting themselves. It's their health that may deteriorate.

Look at Rose McGowan, in case you don't recognise her, she's the one who plays Paige in CHARMED. !!??!!! She looks so different right? I used to think that she's pretty. Gosh.

Sigh. What has happened.
Anyway, haha, I was bored. So, I'm just finding some ways to amuse myself, you too can get amused. haha.

sexy old man. butt cool.

pregnant barbie.

a sad case, of a very bad dog, or totally bad owner.

Princess Hours.

2006-10-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

So, somebody got turned off by reading my entries on my blog. My bad if you think that it sounds as if I'm flirtatious or whatsoever you think so "turned off". Fine. I get so. Your one simple rant about what I wrote in my entries just pisses me off. Well. I just have one thing to say, you don't know me that well just by reading these entries. So, do not judge me any-o-how.

Phew! That's a relieve. A weight off my shoulders.

Woo! I went out with mummy dearest and Phina. We went to Kampong Jawa and all, I got a new kebaya. Heehee. Woo!

Outfitter Girls outlet at Bugis Junction is open! And it's on SALE.

So as soon as we got home. I finally got to break fast. Then watched PRINCESS HOURS on channel U. The show is so cool. I love Joo Ji Hoon, the hunky Korean Actor. Woot!
A glimpse of the show.
The well-known new couple.

The hunky Joo Ji Hoon,

oo! Toodles

Thoughts of my past.

2006-10-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hello you. I was just blog-hopping and friendster account hopping. Aha. Was freaking bored lah. Anyway... I loved today. Mwahz. haha.

So, yea.. Was suppose to go out with Syaz. But then, Haryani asked me out. You know.. Going out with her is like so difficult nowadays. And, She's like stressing up for O levels. I'm just her supporter now. I'd make sure I'll always be that listening ears for her. I love her! BFF. heehee.

We went Cineleisure first. Planned to go the RUSTY shop. So, yea.. Went a little bit insane browsing through the stuff there at Rusty. The shopkeeper from TP. Heehee. Ok. The shopkeeper was so kind lah, she helped us pick out the things we can't decide to buy. aha. Cool. So, In the end.. I bought a Rusty Handbag, green in colour. That'll be my hari raya bag. Hehe. Haryani bought a gold-pink handbag, so vintage and nice lah. Heehee... That'll be for hariraya and Prom for her.

So, we headed to Canterbury at Heeren. I wanted to see the stuff there. Haaa.. When will I buy the shorts. Hmm.. Maybe next week lah when I get my pay. I want one!! haha. Fuhyoo.. 3 for $60. Share with me anyone??

Ok. Then, We went to Flash And Splash, I saw the bag I was eyeing on, I found out that was the last piece lah. Hence, I had no choice but to buy it.. Hahaha. So, In the end, Haryani also wanted to buy the same bag, but, since mine was last piece, there wasn't anymore. So, kiasu me, asked the salesgirl,

"But I saw another one of this exact bag the recently, If not mistaken, at Citylink Sufer Girl."

And salesgirl said, " Oh, ok, Want me to call and check for you?" Me=kiasu said, "Ok!"

And I was right, there is another piece at Citylink's Surfer Girl. haha. cool. So, reserved that For Haryani. Haha, I felt so BIG. haha. okok..

We thought we'd head for City Hall last. So we walked around Orchard road still.

Headed to Far East. Met Simon, Shi Kai and the same hair style gang. Simon is as stylish as ever and Shi Kai as handsome as ever lah. Woah, I can't believe those people were my classmates last time, they've changed so much. Shi Kai attractive lah. haha.

Sadly, we parted.

Then, it was me and Haryani roaming around Far East.

And Guess what.... !!

I saw Lee. Lee. Lee.
Gosh, I can't believe I'm saying this, I was so darn happy to see him. Like it was delightful seeing him.

Though he was shouting my name a floor down. Giving flying kisses that I returned. Haha. Ok. Cool.

Then, Haryani finally bought her hari raya shoes, the heels so unique. Shoes are bright red. Oldschool style.

Finally after that, off back to Cineleisure, we watched Simon ShiKai and gang play pool awhile till it was time for breaking fast. LJS it was. We parted for break fast.

After that, OH! Did I mention we were wearing heels. I almost paralysed uh just now. haha. Ok, So off to CityHall, where Haryani got the bag, and we finally sat down at KFC to relieve our feets. Fuh. After that, Home it was.

Bumped into Azahari and GF, Rahman and GF, Heriandy, Mahfudz and this other guy. Don't know. Yea, So, had fun. Me and Haryani had a marvellous time. Mwahz!

Oh yea, Haryani totally left her RUSTY handbag in the MRT, luckily Rahman took it. If not, CRY. okok.. SO, that's it. Toodles.

Sorry it's wordy today guys.

And yea, Hmm, got to know this new person online. Sweet. Salabanzi, Salabanzi, Salabanzi!

Free-Service Babysitting

2006-10-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hello there. Hmm.. I don't have to mention about what I did today. It's boring to the core. Well, Ok. Maybe just a little bit. I had to babysit my niece today. Like really must. It was tiring lah. Even though she's only 7 months old. She's hard work. Phew! She crawls here and there.. everywhere. Messing up everything. Takes everything and puts them in her mouth. Oh my gosh. Stressful sei. But All was well when Finally... her mommy and daddy came. Such a big relieve.

Anyway. That's about it lah for today.

RYAN CABRERA

"True"

I wont talk

I wont breathe

I wont move till you finally see

That you belong with me

You might think i dont look

But deep inside

In the corner of my mind

Im attached to you

Im weak

Its true

Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers

Do you want me too?

Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

Ive waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So i wont hide

Its time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life ive waiting

This is true

You dont know what you do

Everytime you walk into the room

Im afarid to move

Im weak

Its true

Im just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?

Do you even know u met me?

Ive waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So i will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life ive waited

This is true

I know when i go ill be on my way to you

The way thats true

Ive waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So i will not

time to try anything to be with you

All my life ive waitied

This is true